My+Poems

These are my poems! XD  (one short story and a few lyrics -of course I wrote-)   Enjoy!!! ^-^  __ //**"Wings of the North"**// __ __My Songs To You__ I try deleting you out of my mind, my life, even my heart. I just cant you mean to much to me you mean everything to me you were my first love even if you didnt feel the same way I cant stop thinking about you its been forever and I cant forget you... I need you but you cant see that... "Savin Me" by Nickelback is our songs... I cry every time I hear it cuz it reminds me of you and that I cant have you or call you mine. i melt everytime you look at me or hug me...We are two worlds apart... You are my fire that keeps me going... Am I your fire... Now that I can see that were falling apart... Aint nothing but a heartache, aint nothing but a mistake... I wonder why I work so hard to guard my heart... Time to be honest... Id come for you, no one but you... But only if you told me to... I fight for you, I lie, its true, give my life for you... Ill crawl arcross this world for you...do anything you want me to, you know Ill always come for you. This moment is perfect plz dont go away cuz I need you now... Is this just a deam? Why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go, I was counting on forever now Ill never know, this cant be happing to me... This is just a dream. I shouldnt love you but I want to, I just cant turn away, I shouldnt see you but I cant move I cant look away... And I dont know how to be fine when Im not, cuz I dont know how to make this feeling stop... Just so you know this feelings taking control of me and I cant help it, just thought you should know I tryed my best to let go of you but I dont want to, just gotta say it all before I go... Its gettin hard to be around you, there so much I cant say, do you want me to hide the feeling and look the other way... This emptyness is killing me and Im wonderin why Im waiting so long, looking back I realize it was always there just never spoke of... Im waitin here, been waiting here... Just one last kiss goodbye, Im hopein for... But its not gonna happen... I get so lonely when ur away, I count every moment, I wait everyday... I wouldnt know what to do Id be lost without you... Ur my gardian angel, my light, my guide, and you by my side, u make me complete... Everything in my world I lay at ur feet... All I wanted to say was I love you and Im not afraid... Time is going by so much faster then I, and Im starting to regret not spending all of it with you, now Im wondering why Ive kept this bottled inside, so Im starting to regret not telling all of this to you... So Im starting to believe that theres nothing I would need but you... Ive become so numb I cant feel you there, become so tired so much aware... I still believe there something there for you and me... I see your face everytime I breathe... You got some kind of hold on me... You've gone straight to my head... I cant even be honest inside... Searching for nothing, wondering if Ill change... I reach for you... All I need is you.. All I see is you... I scream for you... Im fallin... As I sit here and slowly close my eye, I take another deep breath and feel the wind pass through my body... Im the one in your soul... Tragic visions slowly slow my life... Where do we go when we just dont know... So hard to let go, and I still hear the sound of your voice singing im my head... So take a look into my eyes one last time so we never forget the way we were before... When we came alive at the moment we met, this is still worth fighting for... I gotta thing for you and I think its kinda crazy... If I had my way Id spend everyday right by your side... Cuz without you Im a disaster... And your my ever after... I want you to say that your gonna stay with me... Cuz I die everyday that your away from me... I cant explain what you do to me... I die inside alittle more each day without you... How could I hurt you again... What if I let you in? What if I make it right? What if I give it up? What if I want to try? What if you take a chance? What if I learned to love? What if, what if we start again? ******** **//__ *Lyrics* __//** **//__Running From The Truth__//** The tears I cried for you tonight Happiness is out of sight It feels like I can't move on It feels like I was wrong This hummingbird heart of mine It feels like I can't say It feels like I can't find a way
 * I'm a girl that has fallen from the north**
 * People say those arent real**
 * That there just there**
 * That I just got them built in or something**
 * But I tell them that I have fallen from the north**
 * But I say after, that it doesn't matter**
 * Nobody will ever believe me**
 * No one will ever love me for what I am**
 * Only someone I'm not or will neer be**
 * Until this guy ran into me**
 * While I was walking in the rain alone**
 * He asked why I was alone in the cold rain**
 * I said that no one believes me or loves me for who I am**
 * And then he asked why I had wings**
 * I told him that it doesn't matter you won't believe me**
 * He said try me**
 * So I told him I came from the north**
 * He smiles and takes his leather jacket off**
 * Then these huge black feathery wings**
 * Comes from his back**
 * I was so happy but then again I thought**
 * He could never love me**
 * He asked if I had a boyfriend**
 * I said I never had one before**
 * His face was in so much shock**
 * He could not believe that I haven't gone out with someone before**
 * Apperently I was the most beautiful girl in the universe**
 * At least to him I was**
 * Which made me feel like I was speacial**
 * For once**
 * He asked me to be his girlfriend**
 * And of course I said yes**
 * While we were walking home in the rain**
 * He asked why my wings were all torn**
 * And had bones showing and only some feathers**
 * I told him that its cuz I got my heart broken to many times**
 * He starts tearing up and hugs me tightly**
 * Then he whispers in my ear**
 * I will never break your heart**
 * I love you and nothing will ever change that...**
 * Then all of a sudden**
 * While he was saying that**
 * My wings grew as big as his and shiny black feathers grew out of them**
 * So then I smiled and kissed him**
 * He kisses back**
 * There's something I should tell you**
 * He looks at me and says**
 * You can tell me anything**
 * I say I told you that I'm a fallen angel**
 * But I'm no ordanary angel**
 * I'm a dark angel**
 * He smiles and said**
 * That just makes you even more beautiful**
 * I told him that I don't want to hurt him**
 * And he said the only way you would be able to hurt me is if you leave me...**

These walls are closing in And I cant escape I'm running from the truth I don't think I can make it though You left me behind I'm running out of time All because you are no longer mine

The memories we shared all though out Was what it ended up being about It feels like I can't breathe It feels like I need you The endless this or that they said All the thoughts that ran though my head It feels like I'm underneath It feels like all this weight is ttoo much for me

These walls are closing in And I cant escape I'm running from the truth I don't think I can make it though You left me behind I'm running out of time All because you are no longer mine

The fork in the road You've left me alone To walk my own path Now you on your own Maybe you loved me Maybe you didn't But baby I love you And I know you did too

I'm running from the truth I don't think I can make it though You left me behind I'm running out of time All because you are no longer mine No longer mine You left me here ******** **//__ *Lyrics* __//** **//__No More__//** It's finally through my head I'm not allowed to miss him Nothing of him No more of him Anyone willing to come and save me?

My heart is shattered Friends are nowhere to be seen I'm changing, growing To a stronger person now

Learning to stand up for myself No more getting broken hearts My rage erupts Dormant for so many months No more, no more I let go

I guess I don't mean anything My bronken heart breaks even more Is it so hard for them to care? Breathe in, breath out

Learning to stand up for myself No more getting broken hearts My rage erupts Dormant for so many months No more, no more, no more

My lungs arn't going to make it through Quicker, quicker My heart is pounding Nowhere to run Nowhere to hide

But that's okay I'll stand broken But it's still hard to breathe And the hardest part of waking each day Is knowing I have to face it alone

*Short Story*  **//__Confession Of Love;__//**   **__ 1: Hidden __** I was skating to school on my skateboard just like how I always did. I didn't really care if we weren't allowed to ride it on campus. Until the day they caught me, I would always ride my skateboard to school. I spotted a tall emo boy sitting at a bench. He had black hair that covered his eyes and he was skinny. I instantly knew it was my best friend and all time heart throb, Damon. I never told him how I felt cause I didn't want to ruin our friendship. So I just kept it in... I decided to give him a little scare so I rode toward the bench and jumped so I landed sitting down on it, my skateboard under my feet. Just as I wanted, Damon jumped slightly, scattering the papers he was holding. I laughed at his reaction and helped him pick up his papers. I was glad when I saw Damon grinning at me."Misa! That wasn't cool man." he said as he playfully punched my arm.I winced slightly but made sure Damon didn't see."Who said I cared about being cool and that's woman to you." I replied with fake frustration."But I thought you were a tom-boy" he joked."My gender's still female," I said rolling my eyes. "Misa." Damon said. He sounded so serious, I instantly knew he wasn't joking anymore."What is it, Damon?" I said cautiously looking around."He's watching you". he answered.

**__2: Heart Broken__** Damon didn't have to say his name for me to know who it was. I frowned and followed his gaze. There standing by another group of fellow emos, was my ex-boyfriend, Ash.I just recently found out that he was cheating on me. I broke up with him the moment I found out. I barely fell in love with anyone and it was even more rare that I told them. I know I said I didn't want to ruin my friendship with Damon but that was part of the reason why I didn't want to tell him. I was scared of another heartbreak. Anyway, since I found out, I became very depressed and started cutting myself again. Damon comforted me and was by my side the whole time. But he only knew that I was heartbroken. He didn't know that I was cutting, or that I ever even cut before.After glancing toward him, I shrugged and looked away, my eyes slightly watering."And I care why?" I said, my voice shaking a bit."Never mind" Damon muttered. Suddenly he jumped off the bench. "We better hurry, Mimi." he said, grinning as he used his nickname for me. I just rolled my eyes and said "Why?""We're going to be late for class, silly. That's why." he said laughing.I looked around in amazement. I forgot that I was in school. I grinned and hurried to my locker, stashed my skateboard inside, grabbed the books I would need and my IPod, and went to my first period.

**__3: Unwanted__** I was nearly late but I entered the classroom before the final bell rang. As I went to my seat, I put one of my headphones on and put my IPod to the song "Start Again" by my favorite band, Red.When I sat down, I angled myself away from the person sitting next to me. This class was the only one that I didn't have with Damon. Unfortunately this was also the only class that I had with Ash.He never really talked to me after the break up, but I still didn't want to see him. So you can imagine why I was surprised to hear him say "Misa" I ignored him. He tried again, but this time demanding that I listen to him "Misa." I still ignored him. I heard him mutter "Damn it, Misa." I just rolled my eye and focused on the teacher. and my music.When the bell rang I rushed out of the class so I wouldn't hear Ash. I went to my locker and got my books for my second class. When I closed my locker, there was Ash. I just rolled my eyes and tried to walk away.But he grabbed my wrist, noticing when I winced. "I see you're cutting again, Mimi." he said casually."Don't call me that." I snapped at him."I can call you whatever I want, honey" he snapped back."Fine. Do what you like. But I'm not your honey. Not anymore." I told him.He just grinned and said "Oh you'll be crawling back to me. I know you will."At that I slapped him in the face. Hard! So hard people near by turned to watch us."I will //__NEVER__// come back to your fucking ass! You got that?" I yelled at him. He was rubbing the place where I slapped him. "I'll make you regret that, Misa. You'll really regret doing that." he threatened."The only thing I regret doing is going out with you, you fucking slime ball!" I screamed at him. Suddenly I spotted Damon. I turned away from Ash and fast walked to Damon.

**__4: Ending Of the Day__** "Wow, Misa." Damon said as we went walking to our second class."What?" I snapped. I was still fuming but I had to remind myself not to get angry at Damon. I looked to see if he was offended. I smiled when I saw him grinning."That was the first time I heard you swear. Or seen you get completely pissed off. You're usually a non violent person." he said."Hey. I get angry too." I said playfully punching his arm. "Just because I don't let my feelings out, doesn't mean I don't have them at all." "Ouch!" he said, pretending to get hurt from my punch. "You hit me! You hit me!" he said, acting like the little whining kids we see on TV. I just rolled my eyes. "Come on, Damon. “Challenge you a game of dots" I said as we entered class "Sure" he said grinning. "This time I'll be beating you." "Oh haha. You always say that but I always win." I said grinning as we sat at our seats. We were so smart, we could play during class and still know what went on.So we began our game of dots. And class went on. The rest of the school day was uneventful. I just got glares from the Jocks and from Ash. It didn't really bother me as much. Finally the school day ended. I was so glad. I wanted to go hot topic after school."So can you come with me" I asked Damon, while we were walking home. We lived right next door to each other."Oh sorry Mimi." he said grinning. "Can't."I was very curious why. He always comes with me if I ask him to."Why" I complained. He laughed and ruffled my hair. "My cousin is visiting. And unfortunately they have chosen me to give her a tour. So I'm going to be busy today""Aww." I pouted. We were at home already. "Well. See you tomorrow then." I smiled a unconvincing smile. He just smiled and hugged me. I felt a thrill go through my body."Don't be like that, Mimi. You'll make me feel guilty. Oh wait to late." he said, trying to cheer me up. That did it. I laughed and said okay. We separated and entered our houses. Later I went to hot topic and got the things I needed. When I got home I went into my room and dropped my stuff on the floor. I lay down on my bed, looking up at the ceiling, letting thoughts go though my head until I fell asleep.

**__5: Anniversary__** Today was Friday. But it wasn't just any Friday. It was a special Friday. When I woke up I checked my calendar and grinned. Today marked Damon's and my 12th year anniversary. Today was the day Damon and me became friends. So I did something that I only did for this day. I put on the black mini skirt I got from hot topic yesterday. I put on black tights. I also put on a black sweater with gray stripes and over it I put a gray shirt with big white letters that said "Red RuleZ". Then I put on my new ankle height black boots. I fixed my hair into a hairstyle unlike my usual one. Nothing covering my eyes and my hair tucked behind my ears. Then I put on make up, which I only did for this special day. When I was finally ready, I got my bag and took one look in the mirror. I looked like a depressed girly girl. I rode my skateboard to school. When I entered campus, ALL the boys turned to see me. Some even wolf whistled at me. When I came into Damon's view, I saw his jaw drop. I also saw the he wore a black polo and a white untucked sweater underneath. "Mis..Mi-..Misa..Y-You l-l-look..." he stuttered. I smacked him behind the head lightly to help him talk."You look awesome!" he finally said. He grinned. "You're dressed like a girly girl" he accused. I laughed."You look awesome yourself. Besides, today is a special day. Special day calls for special attire AND special activity," I said still laughing."Seriously" he asked "What are we going to do""Nope. It's a surprise" I said teasing him. I knew he hated surprises. Sure enough, he crossed his arms and pouted."That's not fair." he said in such a cute baby voice. "Don't worry." I assured him "You'll find out after school." He smiled. "Okay!" he grinned. "See you after school.""Oh I'll see you. But you won't see me." I teased. Then I ran to my locker and grabbed my stuff. I laughed as I waved goodbye to him. I headed to class. When I came in I saw, with satisfaction, Ash's jaw drop. “//It's his fault”// I thought. I sat at my seat. He didn't talk to me the whole day. This day just gets better and better. After class I met up with Damon and the day went on like yesterday. Finally it was the end of the school day. I ran from Damon and told him I would meet him at the parking lot. My mom was dropping us off. I waited until I was sure that he wouldn't see me. Then I ran toward him and jumped on his back. Then I tied a blindfold over his eyes so he couldn't see. I grinned as he complained."I told you I was going to see you but you wouldn't see me." I said laughing. He laughed as he held me to his back."That you did." he admitted "Now when can I take it off""Later" I said as I jumped off his back and grabbed his hand. "I'll be your eyes for now" I explained. I saw my mom's car and guided him toward it. Then we both got it in and we headed to where I planned. I held his hand the whole way.

**__6: Anniversary (Damon’s POV)__** I woke up this morning jumpy. It was Friday. Not just any Friday. It was Misa's and my 12th year anniversary. Today was the day her and I met. It was the best day of my life. Anyway I put on not so fancy clothes but hey at least they were nice looking. But I didn't care how I looked. I cared how Misa looked,I've liked-no wait like isn't enough. I've LOVED Misa since the day I met her. But I've never had the guts to tell her. What happens if she didn't like me What if instead of gaining something, I lost not only my BEST friend but the girl I loved I just couldn't let that happen.Anyway when I got to school, I looked around. I finally spotted Misa and...My jaw dropped. There she was riding her skateboard, just as usual. But today, like every other anniversary day, she looked, if possible, more beautiful than ever. When she came to me all I could stutter was,"Mis..Mi-..Misa..Y-You l-l-look..." She lightly wacked my head to help me talk. “//Oh smooth, Damon”// I thought. "You look awesome!" I exclaimed. Then without thinking I said "You're dressed like a girly girl" “//Why the hell did I just say that!”// I screamed silently. I checked to see if she was offended. I knew how much she hated girl girls.I was relieved to hear her laugh. "You look awesome yourself. Besides, today is a special day. Special day calls for special attire AND special activity," she said still laughing.I blushed slightly. Thankfully she didn't see. But I was curious. "Seriously" I asked "What're we going to do!""Nope. It's a surprise" she said, teasing me. I normally hate surprises but when Misa did it, I loved it. But since I didn't want her to know I was head over heels over her, I pouted, crossed my arms, and said in a cute baby voice "That's not fair." "Don't worry." she assured me, fallen for my act "You'll find out after school." I smiled. "Okay!" I grinned. "See you after school.""Oh I'll see you. But you won't see me." Misa teased. I wondered what she meant until she suddenly ran to her locker and got her stuff. I heard her laugh as she waved bye to me. “//Why did she do that”// I wondered. I looked at my watch and jumped. I was about to be late for class! I got my stuff and dashed for class. I made it in by the last second. Breathing deeply, I went to my seat. The girl next to me sat up straighter. “//Ugh. Starr.// //Why did she have to like me. She's a stinking prep for Pete's sakes!”// Starr was head cheerleader for our school. Everyone knew she had a stupid crush on me. No matter how much I tried to tell her I didn't like her, she would always try."Hey there, Damy" she said, fluttering her eyes like a girly girl."Don't call me Damy" I said darkly."But it's such a cute name. Just like you are honey" she said that while putting her hand on my shoulder."Listen Starr. I don't like you. And I never will" I said harshly, shaking her hand off."Humph" was all she said. She crossed her arms and pouted. I just turned away from her and waited till class finished.Finally class finished. I always hated this class. Not only cause it had Starr but because it didn't have Misa. Speaking of Misa, there she is now. Misa was running toward me so we could walk together to our classes. We always played dots during class. I was really good in it but I always let Misa win. I liked seeing her happy. I wanted to ask her what we were going to do today but I knew she was so stubborn, she wouldn't tell me. So I waited patiently till the end of school. When school ended, Misa ran from me."I'll meet you at the parking lot." she said as she dashed away. I just shrugged and went to the parking lot. I waited for awhile. I was facing away from school when I felt someone jump on my back and put a blindfold over my eyes. Misa laughed while I complained."Misa! What're you doing" I asked her."I told you I was going to see you but you wouldn't see me." she said laughing. I laughed as I held her so she wouldn't fall."That you did." I admitted "Now when can I take it off""Later" she said as she jumped off my back and took my hand. I was surprised that she did. "I'll be your eyes for now" She explained. Then she must have saw something because she was suddenly leading me somewhere. She made me stop and helped me into a car. I could feel her still holding my hand as we drove to some unknown place.

**__7: I’ve Always Wanted To Do That__** We finally made it to the park. I chose this place because this is where Damon and me met. And close by was a enormous pool we could go swimming in later. I took Damon out of the car and thanked my mom. I led him to a big tree where I set up a picnic for him and me. "Mimi, are we there yet" Damon asked."We here." I answered. I noticed him trying to take off the blindfold. I grabbed his hand to stop him."I'll do it for you" I said quietly as I walked behind him."Okay" he agreed. I stood tip toe and carefully untied the blindfold. When I got it off I took a step back.He looked around a moment. Then he turned to me. He had a smile on his face. Suddenly he hugged me. This time it wasn't like the other hugs he had given me. It was one filled with a emotion I couldn't figure out. It felt like he was holding back. Like he wanted to do more but he didn't. I was shocked. But slowly I hugged him back, giving him the same type of hug he gave me. When he finally pulled back he looked into my eyes, and I looked into his beautiful blue ones."Thank you so much Misa" he said, his voice filled with that emotion again. I smiled back and said"It was no problem." I bit my lip to stop me from saying I love you to him. We again looked into each others eyes and that moment was so perfect. I didn't want it to endBut sadly it did when there was a rumble. I looked down, completely embarrassed and blushing. In the car I was a little hungry but now I'm starving. Damon laughed and he lifted my chin, making me look at him again. "Come on, Misa lets eat already" he said. But in his eyes I saw sadness. Like he didn't want it to end either. “//Does Damon feel the same way as I do”// I thought. "Misa" Damon asked tugging on my hand, a little worried. I didn't realized he was now sitting down at the picnic and I was still standing.I shook my head, putting that thought aside and sat down. Damon was still staring at me."What" I asked him grinning. "Don't you want to eat" I started to make my plate."Umm yeah." he said grinning too. We ate in silence. After we were done and put everything away, Damon suddenly got up. I looked up at him questionly. He tagged me and ran away from me."What are you doing Damon" I called after him."We're playing tag, Mimi. And you're it." He called back. I laughed and started chasing him. He was much faster than me and easily outrun me. So I played a little trick on him.I stopped running and sat in the grass. And pretended to cry. He was running toward me."No fair" I fake sobbed. I was hiding my face."Misa." Damon said, already next to me. "Please don't cry. I'm sorry." He said putting his arm around my shoulders. I stopped crying for awhile. "There all better now" he asked."Damon." I said quietly."Yes" he said. I looked at him and saw that he was stunned that I wasn't really crying. I also noticed that his face was only inches from mine. I couldn't help it. It's what I get from holding it in. But slowly I leaned closer to him. Our faces were so close together I could feel and smell his breath. I closed my eyes and slowly gave him a kiss on the lips.

**__8: What Do You Want?__** It took me about 20 seconds to realize what I was doing. I pulled away and stood up, backing away from Damon. He stood up too. We were both speechless. I blushed and looked away. "I'm so sorry, Damon" I whispered. Then I ran away from him. I didn't turn back. Not even when he called after me. He knew me enough to know that I wanted to be alone right now.Suddenly I felt moisture on my cheeks. I touched them. For some unknown reason, I was crying. “//Why am I crying”// I thought. But instead of wiping them away, I let them fall, not caring if anyone saw. I checked to see if I had my phone. “//Thank god I still have it”// I said silently. I was about to call my mom, but for some reason I didn't. I just wanted to be by myself, to think through what happened. Besides, I didn't mind walking. It would only take 40 minutes or so for me to go home. “//What could happen in 40 minutes? Nothing”// I thought. Boy was I wrong."Hey Misa." a familiar yet unwanted voice said. I turned around and I was right. It was Ash. "What do you want" I snapped. "Don't be like that." he said. "You know we never really got to have any fun in our relationship. All we did was kiss." I didn't say anything. I was afraid of what was coming next. He wouldn't dare do anything to me in public, would he I panicked as I looked around. His timing was good. It was turning darker now, and no one was walking this way. I gulped. I knew it was useless but I had to try. I tried to run away to him. In a matter of moments he tackled me to the ground. He wrestled me until he was on top of me. His knees pinned my arms to the ground and his hand was over my mouth, preventing me from struggling. Then, either it was out of fear or shock, I froze. I didn't move. I felt him slowly move his other hand up my skirt. Suddenly I felt feeling in my body. So before he could go any farther then that, I kicked him in the.. nuts.. the place where the top of the legs met. He rolled off of me, freeing me unintentionally. I ran from him. But I hadn't gotten any farther when 3 Jocks appeared and grabbed me. As they were holding me down, I saw Ash coming near smiling. "I told you. You were going to regret doing that, Misa." he said smiling wickedly. "Oh so you're getting help from the Jocks now" I spat "You're a disgrace to emos everywhere." It was the wrong thing to say, I knew that. His face grew angry and he nodded. Suddenly the Jocks holding me started to punch, kick, and anything that caused pain. In shorter words, they began beating me up. After five minutes, I was lying on the ground, them still kicking. The only difference was that Ash joined in. It was very painful, but I was shocked to see that I wasn't crying out in pain. Which is probably why they kicked harder. After 20 minutes they stopped. They looked down at me and laughed. Before they left, they each gave me one last painful kicked to the stomach. When I was sure they were gone, I slowly got up and almost fell back down. It was painful just doing that. But I had to get home. So I stepped ignoring the pain......

**__9: What Do You Want? (Damon’s POV)__** Misa suddenly leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. I was totally shocked. But I loved it. I wanted it to never end. But after 20 seconds, she pulled away and got up, backing away from me. I stood up too, still shocked at the event that happened moments ago. I saw Misa blush and look away."I'm so sorry, Damon" I heard her whisper to me. Then suddenly she ran away from me. I called after her but she didn't turn back. I knew her enough to know she wanted to be alone. So I slowly made my way to the tree we ate at. I closed my eyes as I sat down and leaned against it's trunk. After five minutes, I stood up again and started to walk home. I called my cousin to come and pick me up. When she got there, I could tell she wanted to ask what happened, but she saw my face and drove me home without a word. It took about an hour and thirty-eight minutes to get home cause of traffic. When we got home, I saw something that scared me. There were police cars in front of Misa's house. I rushed out of the car before it even stopped and dashed into Misa's house. I saw Mrs. Evan (Misa's mom) on her couch, sobbing and a police officer standing.When she saw me, she rushed toward me and sobbed on my shoulder. I hugged her and asked "What happened?" She only said one word, but that one word made me freeze with terror. "Misa" she whispered. I stiffened and looked at the cop and yelled "WHAT HAPPENED?!?" "Calm down sir. We'll tell you after we ask you some questions. Ok?" the cop said. I couldn't say anything so I just nodded my head."Ok. So when was the last time you saw her?" he began."At the park. About an hour and forty-three minutes ago." I answered immediately. I saw him write something down."Where did she go after that?""I don't know. We did something that made her I don' know.""What did you do?" the cop asked concerned."We uhh..umm.." I hesitated, wondering if I should tell him about our kiss."You have to answer the question." he said"We kissed." I finally said. I saw the cops expression turn to confusion. "I don't know why she ran away from me either ok?" I said angrily."Okay. Take it easy. Well that's all we needed to ask. We don't really know what happened to Misa. All we know is that she didn't make it home." he explained. I just nodded.After that we talked a little and the cops finally left. I asked Mrs. Evan if I could stay here until we got anymore information about Misa. She said ok. So I told my cousin to tell my mom I would be staying here till we heard more about Misa. She just nodded and went.Mrs. Evans and I waited and waited. But we only got something after 3 days. It was a call from Misa.

**__10: Phone Call__** After 3 days of waiting Damon finally got a call from Misa. When he saw the caller I.D he shouted for Mrs. Evan and answered the phone, putting it on loud speaker:Misa: Hey there Damon. Hey mom.Damon: Misa! Where are you! Are you alright?Misa: It's okay. Don't worry I'm fine.Mom: Don't lie to us, Misa! Tell us the truth!Misa: Okay. Okay calm down mom.Damon & Mom: Don't tell us to calm down! You've been gone for days!Misa: *sigh* Ow. Okay. Fine. I got beat up okay Geez.Mom: WHAT!Damon: Who the hell did it? Misa: .......Damon: Damn it Misa!Misa: Would you calm the heck down for a freaking minute and let me explain! Damn it!To stunned to say anything, they let Misa talk.Misa: Okay. Man. I'm gonna go to the hospital now. Damon you know where. We'll talk there because it's kinda hard talking on the phone. Ok. See you there. ByeMom: But-Damon: Misa-But Misa already hung up the phone. Mrs. Evan and Damon looked at each other. Suddenly they both ran for the car, Damon driving…

**__11: My Hero__** I tried to walk to my home but the pain was unbearable. So I collapsed. While I laid on the ground, I could feel my consciousness slipping. But before I blacked out, I saw a blurry figure approaching me......When I woke up, I tried to sit up. Wrong move. The pain came back, but not as strong as before. So I laid back down. That's when I noticed that I was somewhere unfamiliar to me. I also realized that I was some how bandaged. Suddenly the door to this place opened. In walked a some how familiar yet unknown boy. He had black hair. His eyes were a similar shade like mine. A purple hazel. When he saw that I was awake, he smiled."Hello there." he said in a voice that sounded familiar."Umm...Hey there." I said, not wanting to be rude."You've been quite beaten. It's a lucky thing I was there." the boy said."Ummm...Thank you." I said quietly."Oh that's right. How stupid of me. I'm Akira. You are" he asked"I'm Misa." I answered."Well, Misa. You've been out for 2 days." he reported."Really Wow. They must be worried." I mumbled."Sorry I didn't bring you to the hospital." he apologized. "I saw you had your phone but you didn't call 911. So I just...""Well anyway. Thank you." I said."Do you want to call your family" he asked"Umm.." I said as I thought it through. "No. Not yet. Tomorrow" I finally decided. Akira didn't argue...(Next day.) So from yesterday till today, Akira helped me. He took care of me. But I couldn't help notice that he seemed so familiar. At times I found myself staring at him. Sometimes he would notice and look at me. When he did, I turned away, blushing.Finally I decided to call Damon and mom. I picked up my phone and dialed Damon's number. He answered in the first ring.Misa: Hey there Damon. Hey mom.Damon: Misa! Where are you? Are you alright?The sound of his voice, after not hearing it for days, made my stomach flutter.Misa: It's okay. Don't worry. I'm fine.Mom: Don't lie to us, Misa! Tell us the truth!Misa : Okay. Okay calm down mom.Damon & Mom: Don't tell us to calm down! You've been gone for days!I expected this. I sighed and said ow. I was sure they could hear.Misa: *sigh* Ow. Okay. Fine. I got beat up, okay Geez.Mom: WHAT!Damon: Who the hell did it?I didn't answer.Misa:.......Damon: Damn it Misa!Misa: Would you calm the heck down for a freaking minute and let me explain Damn it!I waited for a few minutes. When they did not speak I continued.Misa: Okay. Man. I'm gonna go hospital now. Damon you know where. We'll talk there because it's kinda hard to talk on the phone. I'll see you there. okay. Bye.Mom: But-Damon: Misa-But I already hung up the phone.I looked to Akira. He just stared at me. Suddenly I realized I forgot to ask his permission to take me to the hospital. I blushed. "Umm...Sorry...I forgot to ask you if you could take me to the hospital.." I mumbled. I glanced at him. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw him smiling."It's ok." he assured me. "I can take you there. Anyway. Where is it"I told him the directions on how to get there and he helped me get into his car. We slowly drove our way to the hospital...

__**12: What Happened**__ When I got there, Akira led me to some doctors. Immediately they rushed me to a room. when they entered Akira sighed and said "Well, Misa. I have to leave you here." I shot him a Aww, why look. He laughed and replied "Don't worry. I just got to do something and I'll be back. Okay" "Okay." I mumbled. I couldn't understand why but...I felt like I didn't want him to leave. I tried to push it aside but it wouldn't go away. I heard him say bye and I said later. In about 5 minutes, they found out how I am. In about that same time my mom and Damon came. "Hi mom. Hey Damon" I said. When I saw Damon, I felt that warm feeling every time I saw him, but it wasn't as strong. I still felt awkward around him. "Well, Mrs. Evan. Your daughter has a broken wrist, a couple of broken ribs, and a broken leg. And some cuts. But everything else is just bruises" I heard my mom breathe a sigh of relief and Damon mumble "Thank god." "How long will I stay here" I asked the doctor. "About 2 weeks at most" he answered. He smiled and left. I knew they were going to bombard me with questions so before they started I explained "After...I left, someone came to me. I didn't know who he was." I lied quickly before they could ask "He just started talking to me. I told him to go away and I tried to leave but he jumped on me and tried to you know...stuff. But I kicked him and started to run." I tried to remember what happened but it was hard cause my mind kept rebelling against it. "But that doesn't explain how you got in this state" Damon and my mom said at the same time. I tried hard not to roll my eyes. I hated it when people worry over me. "Well, he had some friends. they grabbed me. He told me something and I said something back....I think I got him angry because he told his friends to beat me up. Then he joined in. Then...." I paused, trying to remember. "Then they left and I tried to walk home. But then I fell and fainted." "Then where have you been all this time You walked all the way here" They asked, bombarding me with questions. "Ummm...." I said, getting awkward. “//How am I supposed to explain about Akira to them”// I thought. Just then Akira walked in, looking down. "Okay, Misa. I'm ba-" he began, finally looking up. He stopped and let his mouth hang open. He quickly closed his mouth and shook his head. "Umm. Hello there. You must be Misa's mom." he said to my mom. Then he turned to Damon "And you must be her boyfriend." There was something strange in his tone when he spoke to Damon. Like he was sad. “//What the hell”// I thought. "Ummm." Damon was shocked at that but then he spoke "No. I'm her best friend. I'm Damon by the way." "Oh okay" Akira said. It was obvious that he sounded relief. Why though? "I'm Akira." "So are you the one that helped my daughter" my mom said, looking from me to him. "Yes. Sorry I didn't come sooner" He said. Suddenly my mother ran up to him and hugged him. "Thank you so much" she sobbed. "Mom!" I said, embarrassed. Akira was shocked. But slowly he hugged her back. "Don't mention it. I couldn't help it. I don't like seeing pretty girls getting hurt." While he said that he winked at me. I blushed. “//What the hell? Does Akira like me?”// I thought. I was surprised to see Damon stiffen. "Ummm...." was all I could manage to say. "Well. Sorry Misa. I have to go now. Hope you get better." he said. He went to my bed and hugged me gently. I guess he knows about the cuts. I looked at Damon and was shocked to see him frowning. Akira left after saying bye to Damon and my mom. Damon decided to stay with me as much as he could, he even offered to get my homework for me. Mom had to leave because she had to do something. After a few hours Damon was told by a nurse that he had to leave so I could rest. This left me to sort out my thoughts. My thought s were so messed up. Before I fell asleep, I thought of a few things. Even if it was a few, they scared me stiff. //Does Damon like me? Does Akira like me? And do I like Damon AND Akira now?”// **__13: Leaving__** Okay so it's been 2 weeks and I'm still in the hospital! What the hell I was so pissed off I yelled at the doctor. "When am I going to get out of here! You said at most I would be here was 2 weeks!" I fumed. "I know but I need to talk to you about the cuts o-" the doctor began to explain but stopped when I shook my head. Damon and mom were there. Thank goodness I was able to stop him in time. He understood what I wanted and waited for them to leave."Ms. Evan. You have many cuts on your arms. Why are you cutting again" "Ummm......Do I have to answer that Doc?" I asked, a little uncomfortable."I guess not. Should I tell your mom" he asked"No!" I said quickly and loudly."Okay. Okay. Calm down." he said. "And don't worry. You'll be out in a few hours. We just have to treat those cuts" I just shrugged. Then I asked "When can I go to school?""In about 2 days or so""Oh" was all I said.When he was gone, I lay back down on the hospital bed and closed my eyes. Since I was going to stay here doing nothing, I might as well sleep. So I slowly drifted off to sleep. About a few hours later, someone gently shook me awake. When I opened my eyes, Damon and my mom were in my view. They were smiling."Can I leave now" I asked, rubbing my eyes. They nodded. So they carefully helped me out of the bed and helped me into the car. I was finally able to go home.

__**14: Ummm...New Student?**__ Today I'm finally going back to school. No need for Damon to come and give me my homework. But I would rather have that then going back to school.For some odd reason, I was less anxious to go to school then I usually am. I guess cause I didn't want people to ask "Are you ok" or "Do you need me to help you with that". I knew they were going to do that because my wrist was still broken. I can walk without crutches now. But I still limp. But the main reason why I didn't want to go to school was because I didn't want to see Ash.I still didn't tell anyone who beat me up. Not even Damon. I guess cause I....I didn't want to face Ash. Ever since then I've became afraid of him. Scared of what he might do to me. But I found a way to stop my worrying little bit. I had Damon. He would protect me.Damon...I was still wondering about Damon. In all the time he came and gave me my homework, we barely spoke. I was still awkward around him...I've spent most of the days deciding on not speaking to him or not. But by today I decided to just act like nothing happened.And Akira.. Hmm. I haven't seen him at all. I don't know why but I wanted to see him. I wanted to talk to him. It's just unexplainable. Every time I thought about him, I got a weird feeling. When ever I did, I always thought “//I like Damon. I like Damon. I like Damon. Right?”// Well anyway, my mom dropped me off at school. Cause of my leg I couldn't skateboard for 2 weeks. Stupid leg. She carefully helped me out of the car. I just sighed and started limping to school.Almost at once everyone as crowding around me."Misa, are you alright?""What happened to you?""Did you get in a fight?""Want me to help you around?"I didn't answer them. I was to busy trying and failing to not freak out. I was claustrophobic and they weren't giving me much space. I was feeling dizzy when I heard someone say "Come on guys. Give her some space." I realized it was Damon. Everyone was backing away from me now. It took me awhile till I could breathe evenly."Ok guys. You don't have to worry about Misa. I will be helping her around until she gets better" he said, smiling at me. He knew how much I hated it when people worry over me. I smiled back at him. It seems like he was going to act like nothing happened at the park too.When everyone was gone, he turned to me."So how are you supposed to help me to my first period. You know we have different classes." I asked him. By the look on his face, I could tell he didn't think of that. His expression was so funny, I started laughing. When I finally stopped he spoke to me smiling too."I guess I could get you there early. Yeah. I'll get you there early." "Aww. Okay then. I can to listen to my IPod."So he helped me to my locker and took out my books and IPod for me. Then he led me to my first period. At the door he gently hugged me and said "See you later, Mimi" I hugged him back and said to him "Sees you later, Damy."Since I was about 5 minutes early, I put my headphones on, turned it to "Start Again" by Red, and put my head down. I was suddenly tired. I didn't get much sleep last night. I kept waking up.Finally class started. I took out one of my headphones and kept my head down. I didn't want to see Ash. I was so glad that the seat to my left was empty."Class we have a new student." our teacher, Ms. Eva, said."Hello. I am Akira Santiago. I hope we get along" he said.I jerked my head up when he said hello. I couldn't believe my eyes. It WAS Akira. I looked at him. I saw he was looking around the classroom. When his eyes landed on mine, he smiled."Oh hey there, Misa!" Akira said."You two know each other?" Ms. Eva asked"Yeah. We met when she-" he began."When I was shopping." I interrupted quickly. He just shot me a questionly look and said yeah."Well, since you already know Misa, why don't you go sit next to her." Ms. Eva said. He just nodded and went to the seat on my left. We both said hey and then I turned back to the teacher. Just seeing him, after so long, my stomach fluttered. “//What the?”// I thought. Suddenly there was a note in my hand. It was from Akira. We began note talking.//Akira: Hey Misa. What song are you listening to?Misa: "Start Again" by RedAkira: Is it good?Misa: All songs from Bullet For My Valentine are good.Akira: Is Bullet For My Valentine your favorite band?Misa: Yup. :)Akira: Hey wanna hang out after school?Misa: Oh sorry :( I'm kinda hanging out with DamonAkira: OhMisa: But if you want you can hangout with us?Akira: Ok//Suddenly the bell rang. Class was over. "Misa" Ash said. I ignored him and kinda ran out of the classroom.

__**15: Complications**__ I dashed to my locker and grabbed my books. When I was done I leaned against the locker. Just hearing his voice sent shivers up my spine. I was right. I couldn't face Ash. I slowly slid down and put my face in my hands.Seeing his face, hearing his voice made me shake slightly and I remembered his wicked smile. I remembered the kicks. I started trembling. I didn't feel well."Misa? Are you ok?" someone said. I looked up. There was Akira, standing over me, looking worried."I-I-I'm fine" I said quietly as I slowly stood up."Are you sure?" he asked, concerned. “//Ugh, he's worried now”// I thought."Yeah. It's okay. I'm fine now." I said as I tried to smile. At least I stopped shaking."Oh.. Okay." he said"Oh hey. Let me see your schedule. I'll help you around school. I'm sure Damon wouldn't mind.""Oh okay." Akira agreed.I took a look at his schedule and laughed."What's so funny?" he asked."We have every class together." I said, grinning."Cool" he said, grinning too. Just then I spotted Damon. I grabbed Akira's hand and nearly dragged him to Damon."Hey Damon. Guess what?" I asked him smiling."What?" he said. But I already knew he knew."Look who it is? It's Akira!" I said, even though he could see him already."He's new to our school. We both have all classes together" I said grinning. My grin kinda disappeared when I saw he was giving me a fake smile."Oh. That's cool" he said."Hey, Damon." Akira finally spoke. "Misa said it's alright if we all hang out after school. It is right?""Umm. Yeah sure." he said turning to me. "But I can't hang out with you today, Misa. My… Ummm...Cousin is leaving today and I have to say goodbye to her. And my mom said family only." he said.He used a tone that he never used with me. It sounded like he was angry at me. Besides, what he said made me suspicious. Everyone knew that me and Damon considered each other family. And there he goes saying I can't come and say goodbye to his cousin."Oh.." I said sadly, my smile already long gone. "Okay then...""Well, come on guys" Akira said. "We're going to be late for class." Damon said oh yeah but I just nodded. When we got to class I went straight to my seat and put both my headphones on. I didn't feel like playing dots with Damon or talking to Akira. I didn't even bother to listen to the teacher.The rest of the day went like that. Soon it was time to hang out with Akira. I was surprised to see how eager I was for this. I mean, it was just for friends right? It's not going to be like a date right? Right? I just shook my head.For the rest of the day, me and Akira went walking all over the place, me pointing out where the best place to shop was, where you should NEVER go in, and the best places to eat. We had a wonderful time. And for a snack we went to an ice cream shop. We both found out that we liked the flavors Vanilla and Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. Then we went to the park, which was the same park me and Damon met, and started getting to know each other better and eating our ice cream. I was surprised to see that we had a lot in common.Finally it was time for us to go home. We said our goodbyes and left. When I got home I went straight for Damon's house. I knocked on the door an was shocked to see Damon's cousin, Lythica, answer the door."Hey Lythica" I said."Oh hey Misa" she said, smiling."I thought you were going back home today?" I asked."No. I go home in about a year. Who told you that?" she asked, a little confused."Oh I just heard it from somewhere." I lied, giving her a lame excuse."Well, it's nice seeing you. Later" I said."Bye Misa" she said, smiling.I ran to my house and went into my room. I locked the door and put on my headphones. I went on my bed and just lay there, thinking. “//Why did Damon lie to me? Is he angry at me? He would never lie to me. Would he?”// I stayed in my room for the rest of the day trying to find an answer to my questions. I didn't find any.Ever since then Damon made up excuses to not come when ever Akira would be there. I was getting sadder each day. I was missing my friend's company. Little did I know that the day was near that I would lose his friendship.

__**16: It Happened Again. But This Time More Painful**__ It' been 3 months since Akira came to our school. Today was another day that I was going to hang out with Akira. I asked Damon if he wanted to come, but of course I knew he'd make a excuse. Today it was "Sorry, Misa. My mom wants me to come shopping with her. She said I need new clothes." A.K.A. I don't want to come. I was used to it, but it still made me sad.So me and Akira went cruising around. We bought a few stuff. Now we were at the park, now nicknamed by me "Meeting Place", in the playground, on the swings. We were just talking about a Bullet For My Valentine concert, when Akira suddenly said "Misa, I love you." I was so shocked, I stopped swinging. "W-w-what?" I asked."I said I love you. I really do." he answered, looking into my eyes."Ummm….." was all I could say. I don't know why, but my heart sort of lifted. I couldn't explain why. I was just trying to figure it out, when Akira got off his swing, went in front of me, and kissed me on the lips. The moment our lips met, there was so many feelings. There was warmth and joy. But there were other feelings. Like guilt. This kiss felt so right but at the same time so wrong. I pulled away first. I felt light headed a bit. I heard a noise. I turned and saw Damon standing there. His face looked hurt and sad. Suddenly he ran away from me."Damon!" I yelled after him. I got up quickly and ran toward him, leaving Akira behind. Damon was fast but he wasn't going as fast as he usually could. I was able to catch up with him and stop him."Damon, are you okay" I asked, slightly breathless."Just stay away from me." he said quietly."Damon, what's wrong" I asked desperately. He looked me full in the face and yelled"Just stay away from me! I don't want to be friends with you!" Then he took off running.I just stood there, not bothering to run after him. His words pierced my heart. I slid down to the ground and cried. "Misa!" I heard Akira yell.I just got up and ran to my house, crying the whole way.I opened the door and entered. I was still crying loudly so my mom heard me. She came running down. She saw me crying and quickly pulled me into a hug. Then she sat us both down on the couch and she let me cry on her shoulder.From that day on, me and Damon were never seen hanging out together or playing. I didn't talk much anymore. I gave out fake smiles, and I would cry in the bathroom. I began to eat less everyday. I didn't eat much before. What would be the difference People saw many changes in me, but when ever they asked I told them not to worry.

**__17: Interest__** It's been 2 months since I haven't spoken to Damon. Those 2 months were worst then hell. He was my heart throb. He was my everything....He was my only best friend. And now I lost him.I've only been acting like I was alright so no one would worry. But when no one was looking or was there, I would cry. The only person I told my problems to was Damon. But now...But no… But now I lost him.It was the end to another school day. I was walking down the hall to the parking lot. I didn't ride my skateboard anymore. I just didn't want to anymore.Well, I was walking down the hall, when I suddenly saw Damon. I didn't want to look at him because it would have caused tears. So I turned to the wall on my left. I immediately stopped. It was a poster for a upcoming talent show. I stopped and thought.//~FLASHBACK To 7th Grade~Misa, if we ever have a talent show, you have to play your guitar and sing!" said Damon."No." said Misa."But Mimi! You're so good!" Damon insisted."So? You and mom are the only ones who know." I said."But don't you get kinda bored of that?" Damon asked."No. I like it the way it is." I replied"But Misa!" Damon whined."Damon. It will be the last thing I do." I promised him.~FLASHBACK OVER~//I smiled at the thought and immediately signed up. The Talent Show wouldn't be here for about 3 weeks. In all that time I was practicing for it. My mom was happy to see me really smiling and actually looking happy. But I didn't tell her my plan. The reason why I was doing this.Soon the day came. I found out earlier that I was to be the last performance. I didn't mind much. I was just hoping Damon was here. This was, after all, for him.

__**18: Shocker**__ I stayed in the backstage waiting for my turn, barely listening to the other performances. I just wanted it to be my turn. Finally it was the performance before me. The stage people wouldn't let us know who else was participating in the talent show. So I didn't know who it was. Or so I thought."Hello. My name is Damon and I will be playing the guitar and sing the song Pieces by Red." I heard Damon say.I was so shocked. I never knew that he could play or sing. He just usually listened to me play. I peeked through the curtains to see him. He was getting ready to play. When he was ready, he said "I dedicate this performance to the girl I love." And then he began.He sang so sweetly yet so sadly. His guitar skills were impressive. I was in shock.Suddenly my eyes started to water. He dedicate this song to me. The girl he loves. So he did love me. Like how I love him.Suddenly when Damon sang, "I’m here again A thousand miles away from you A broken mess Just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard Thought I could do this on my own I‘ve lost so much along the way Then I see your face I know I’m finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name So you can make me whole"It was so sad. By how he sang it, I knew it was true. On and on he sang the song, so sweetly and so heartbreaking. Then to soon, he finished the song. The crowd's applause was deafening. I saw Damon bow once and leave.Then it dawned me that it was going to be my turn next. I quickly wiped my eyes and went to the stage."Hello my name is Misa." I spoke into the microphone.” I will be playing the guitar and sing the song Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson." As I got ready, I looked around the audience, looking for Damon. Our eyes met and stayed together.When I was ready I said "I dedicate this to the one that I had and always will love." I took a deep breathe and began. I put my heart into that performance and I could tell by the screams and applause that the crowd loved it. But when it came for me to sing, "I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside Cause I can‘t breathe No I cant sleep I‘m barely hanging on"I tried and failed to keep the sadness out of my voice. But I couldn't. It was just so true. I looked into Damon's eyes when I sang this. Then I went on singing the song.Finally it was the end of my song. The crowd was going wild, cheering for me. I dashed out of the stage and started looking for Damon. I was rethinking if I should go on with my original plan or not. Finally I found him. He was with Starr. I slowed down. They were talking. Suddenly Starr took a step closer toward Damon and put her arms around his neck. I saw her close her eyes and slowly lean in closer, lips ready for a kiss. I didn't see if they kissed. I ran away crying. So that song wasn't for me. I decided to continue with my plan.I looked into my bag and found my note that I was going to leave for Damon. I ran to his locker and slipped it in. I already finished writing it. Hopefully it would be to late when he found it. After that, I ran to my house.

__**19: Shocker (Damon’s POV)**__ It's been about 2 months since I yelled at Misa. I've regretted it ever since. I don't know why I said that. I was so stupid. Now me and Misa don't talk. Talk about 2 month of freaking hell.I've joined the talent show because I was hoping Misa was there. The chances weren't really good but I was desperate for her to be there.I wasn't really listening to the other performances. I didn't even know anyone. But I patiently waited until it was time for me to get up. I've never told Misa this but ever since I heard her play guitar and sing, I decided to take lessons. I was good, but never as good as Misa.Finally it was my turn to perform. I got up slowly with my guitar and headed for the stage.The first thing I did was search the crowd for Misa. Not there. Not there. Not anywhere. //“She probably doesn't want to be in the crowd”// I thought."Hello. My name is Damon and I will be playing the guitar and sing the song Pieces by Red." I said.Soon I was getting ready. After I was done I spoke into the microphone."I dedicate this performance to the girl I love."“//I dedicate this performance to Misa”// I said silently.Then I began. Even in my own ears, I sounded sad. But oh well. The crowd liked it. I just hope Misa did too.I hope she heard it when I sang, "I’m here again A thousand miles away from you A broken mess Just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard Thought I could do this on my own I‘ve lost so much along the way Then I see your face I know I’m finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name So you can make me whole"I sang it pretty sadly. It was actually pretty true. I hoped Misa would take it as an apology. An apology for the things I did to her. For the things I said to her.I sang on and on hoping to catch a glimpse of Misa watching in the audience. But no. She wasn't anywhere. She hadn't heard it, didn't she. Finally my performance was over. I was so crushed. I just bowed once and nearly ran out of the place.I was just a few feet away when I heard something that made me stop. Something that I longed to hear for the rest of my life. Something I haven't heard in what seemed like forever. Misa's voice. I whirled around as I heard her say,"Hello my name is Misa. I will be playing the guitar and sing the song Behind These Hazel Eyes." As she got ready I saw her looking around. Her eyes found mine and we continued to look at each other. As we looked into each others eyes, I remembered in a blur the many songs she did when it was just me and her mom. I wondered if she was thinking about them as well.Finally when she was ready she said "I dedicate this performance to the one that I had and always will love." “//Is she talking about me?”// I thought. I saw her take a deep breathe. She began singing and playing.Almost instantly, I was deafened by the cheers of the surprised audience. I wasn't shocked. They didn't have a clue until now that Misa was the best out of the whole show.When Misa had to sing, "I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside Cause I can‘t breathe No I cant sleep I‘m barely hanging on"sadness flowed into her voice. No. Sadness was in her voice from the very moment she spoke. For the first time, I heard the 2 months of grief in her voice. When she sang that, I saw pain, hurt, and sadness flash on her face and into her eyes. Then too fast, too soon, her performance ended. I saw her dash from the stage. I ran through the crowd looking for Misa. I wanted to apologize and embrace her at the same time. But I was quickly stopped by the person I really didn't want to see."Hey there sweetie." Starr said, fluttering her eyes again."What do you want Starr? And don't call me sweetie." I said coldly"Why? Since we both love each other, we can all each other that." She said, still smiling."Who said I loved you?""That song. You dedicated it to me.""That song was not for you.""But who else would it be for?""The one I love.""That's right. You even said it.""You're not the one I love.""If I'm not, then who is?""Misa.""Misa? Why that emo loser? Why that lame excuse of a girl""She is not an emo loser. And she is not a lame excuse of a girl. She's a wonderful person. I love her. I always have and always will. So get away from me Starr and stay away.""Hmm... Maybe this will change your mind."Suddenly Starr took a step closer to me. I was afraid of what was coming next. She put her arms around my neck and closed her eyes. She leaned in, like she was about to kiss me.In a flash, I pushed her away and took a step back. "What the hell is wrong with you? I said I love Misa!" I yelled at her."I don't know what you see in that loser.""She's not a loser. She's cuter and way more of a girl than you!"With that, I left her there, standing with her mouth open. I continued to look around for Misa. Finally I was convince she had already gone. I slowly headed for the exit door....

__**20: Hurry (Damon’s POV)**__ I was walking by my locker when I saw it. Something white was sticking out of my locker, I stopped in front of it and took it out. It was folded, and I saw Misa's name written on it in her elegant script.I quickly unfolded it. My eyes lingered on the contents.//Here I go so dishonestlyLeave a note for you my only oneAnd I know you can see right through meSo let me go and you will find someone//It was just lyrics from the song "Only One" by Yellowcard. At first I didn't understand. But suddenly I had a flashback.

~FLASHBACK To 7th Grade~Misa, if we ever have a talent show, you have to play your guitar and sing!" said Damon."No." said Misa."But Mimi! You're so good!" Damon insisted."So? You and mom are the only ones who know." I said."But don't you get kinda bored of that?" Damon asked."No. I like it the way it is." Misa replied."But Misa!" Damon whined."Damon. It will be the last thing I do." She promised him.~FLASHBACK OVER~

I got scared stiff. I dashed out of the school. As I ran toward Misa's house, I thought “//She wouldn't do it. Please god. I'm begging you. Please don't do it Misa!”//I made it to Misa's house. I hoped with all my heart that I wasn't to late. II ran to her room. I kicked the door open. In the room I saw Misa. Only that she had a gun pointed at her chest. Directly over her heart. And she was the one pointing the gun.Many things happened at the same time. Misa looked up startled. But at the same time she pulled the trigger. But she was shocked by my sudden appearance that she missed her heart. But she still shot herself.I saw her look down and fall back in slow motion. I caught her fast. She was still conscious but barely. Misa still had the gun in her hand so I snatched it away and threw it across the room, away from her.Tears were falling down my face and landing in hers. She looked up at me and smiled, blood coming out of her mouth. She slowly lifted her arm, with as much effort as she could, and stroked my face, wiping away my tears."Please Misa! No! Please don't leave me!" I sobbed. But all she did was smile. She closed her eyes and her hand fell to the floor with a thud.I grabbed her hand and squeezed it, crying out her name. I lay her down carefully and got my phone, calling 911. I went back to Misa and grabbed her hand, silently crying over her. **__21: Hurry (Misa’s POV)__** My note had just been a verse from the song "Only One" by Yellowcard. It was //Here I go so dishonestlyLeave a note for you my only oneAnd I know you can see right through meSo let me go and you will find someone//I ran from the school, finally setting free the tears that were held back. In 9 minutes I made it to my house. I opened the door and ran inside.My mom was scared of people coming into the house that we didn't know. So when I was 15, she got a gun. She hid it though, hoping I wouldn't find it.Her hopes were wasted though. I found it 5 days after she got it. I went to the hiding spot and grabbed the gun. I went to my room. I sat down and took a piece of paper and a pencil. While I wrote my suicide note, I began crying again. I hoped with all my heart it would be too late when someone found me. If someone found me.But part of my heart hoped that Damon found my note and figure out what I was doing. That he would find me and that it wouldn't be too late. That Damon would come barging in and see what I was doing. That he would make me stop and embrace me, while I cried on his chest.I finished writing the note and left it on the ground. I pointed the gun at my chest directly over my heart. I took a deep breathe.Suddenly the door slammed open. I look up startled to see Damon standing in the door way. But it was too late. I had already pulled the trigger. But because of my shock, I shot my stomach instead of my heart.There was a sudden pain. I looked down. Blood was coming out of my wound. Suddenly I was falling backward. Something caught me. I was conscious but barely. Because I was loosing a lot of blood my eye sight became blurry a bit.I felt something take the gun out of my hand. I didn't care. I was going to die anyway.I suddenly felt moisture on my face. I looked up at what I thought was Damon's face and stroked it, ignoring the pain it brought and the effort it took, wiping away what must have been his tears. I smiled, feeling something warm and liquid trickle out of my mouth and down my chin. I tasted blood in my mouth.I heard him say ""Please Misa! No! Please don't leave me!" I was still smiling as I closed my eyes. I saw Damon. I was happy that the last thing I saw before I died was the one person I truly loved. My consciousness was slipping. I let my arm drop to the floor. The last thing I heard was"Misa!".....

__**22: Confessions Of A Hidden Love**__ At first all I could see was black. I was scared of this darkness. I couldn't breathe. Then I saw a white light. It wasn't bright, though it made me less afraid. Something about it made me drawn to it. I slowly made my way to it.But every step I took, I couldn't reach it. It slowly started to dim."Wait!" I cried.I started to run. I ran toward the light. This time, I was able to get closer. I ran into the light, letting it surround me.Then I was back in the dark. But not the same dark. I heard beeping and people talking. I could tell my eyes were closed so I kept them that way."Misa. Please. Please come back. Please don't leave me!" I heard a voice sob. I easily recognized it as Damon's.I opened my eyes. I saw him clutching my hands and his head was on my arm. I felt his tears.I reached out with my other hand and placed it on his head gently. He looked up."Misa!" I saw Damon smile. It was like watching the sun rise on a forever dark night.Suddenly he began to sing."Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, but there's just no one, who gets me like you doYou are my only, my only one."I began to tear up. It was the verse after the one I put on the note. I was speechless."Misa. I love you. Ever since we met at the park." he said.I finally found my voice."How could you?" I asked quietly, looking down.He didn't say anything. I looked up at him with my tears falling down my face."How could you do that? Break my heart then say I love you?!" I nearly yelled at him."I'm sorry Misa." he mumbled."You think sorry is going to help!" I yelled at him, my tears falling. "I loved you! Then you go and say those things to me and break my heart!" I was crying into my hands now. I knew people heard me but I didn't care. "I was in so much pain! Hearing you say that!" I sobbed. "You were the only one that I could turn to! The only one that made me feel special!" I felt Damon grab me and embrace me. I didn't fight back but instead cried into his chest.The grief that I felt the pass 2 months flowed into those tears and I was glad to let them out. I was glad to let my feelings out to the only one that could bring them out.He pulled away when I was finished. Then he took off his shirt.I gasped. His whole top of his body was covered with cuts.I heard Damon say, "It hurt me to be without you. It hurt me everyday. I started to cut. It hurt to see you when you are sad. It hurt to see how you felt because of everyone else. It hurt knowing that I loved you but couldn't do anything to help you. It hurt knowing you didn't loved me back." He was crying now.I pulled him into a hug. I hugged him tightly. I pulled away slightly, my arms still around him."But you're wrong. You did do something. You helped me feel better. You helped feel happy for once. You were the only reason why I didn't kill myself. I love you too. It hurt me too. So I cut too." I confessed quietly, looking at my arms.He pulled me into another hug."Misa please promise me. Promise me you won't do this anymore. Please. For me." he whispered.I nodded and whispered "You too." He whispered into my ear,"I promise."I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back. I leaned in and kissed him, setting free the feelings for him that I held back for so long. I felt him kiss back. Finally after 10 minutes we pulled back, breathing deeply. We smiled at each other."Misa." Damon said."Yes?" I asked."I love you.""I love you too.""Will you be the missing piece of me?""Forever and ever."We kissed again.

__**23: Oh My God**__ The doctors said I had to stay in the hospital for 2 and a half months. I didn't mind. As long as they let Damon come, I didn't care how long I had to stay.I was still a little bit dazed from the incident. Me shooting myself. Damon coming in. Me going to the hospital again. Damon saying he loves me. Me saying I loved him back. Us kissing. Damon asking me to be his girlfriend. Me saying yes.It was a lot to take in. But I couldn't be any happier.About 5 days after I finally woke up, I had an unexpected visitor."Hi Misa. Hi..... Damon." Akira said."Hey Akira." me and Damon said at the same time.It seemed like forever since I last saw Akira. After he kissed me, I didn't really talk to him. "So.. How are you?" he asked me."I'm alright.... I have to stay here for 2 months and a half.." "Look. I'm sorry I kissed you like that. Okay? It's just that I really love you." Akira blurted out. "And I would like another chance.""I'm sorry Akira." Damon said, speaking for me. "But Damon is //my// girlfriend now.""Oh." was all Akira said. He looked down. I could tell he was sad. I suddenly felt guilty. I was about to reach out and grab his hand when a doctor came in."Hello Ms. Evan, Mr. Sanchez, and Mr. Santiago." the doctor greeted."Hello." all three of us mumbled."Ms. Evan. Did you know you had a twin?" the doctor suddenly asked.My jaw dropped. I was beyond shock."I take that as a no." the doctor said."Wait. You're telling me Damon has a twin?" Akira asked brightly. He was probably hoping it was a girl so he could date her."Yes. But you and him were separated. He was given up for adoption." the doctor said.At the word "him", Akira let his head fall.But something was bothering me. I had a twin. He was a boy. "Are we fraternal twins?" I asked quietly."No." the doctor answered.I just sat there, dumbfounded."What's wrong Misa?" Damon asked anxiously now.But I didn't hear him. I looked at Akira. His hair and voice and eyes weren't similar to mine. They were //exactly// like mine. "Oh my god." I said."What?" Damon and Akira asked together. But I didn't answer them. I fainted.After what seemed like seconds I woke up. I looked around. I saw Akira and Damon's anxious expressions and the doctors concerned one."What happened?" Akira asked."Why did you faint?" Damon asked."I-I-" I was trying to say."What?" all three of them asked."I know who my twin is.." I finally choked out.They all looked surprised."Who?" they asked."Akira." I looked at him when I said it."M-m-me?" he stammered. I nodded."But how do you know?" the doctor asked."He has the same eyes as me. His voice sounds a bit like mine. His hair is the same shade of black. He's a boy. And he sort of looks like me. He fit s the description perfectly." I answered."We can take a test to be sure." said the doctor.I nodded.//~AFTER THE TEST~//The doctor was now looking at the results. He looked grave by the time he looked up. "He is indeed your twin brother."I was feeling faintish again. Damon was speechless and Akira was opening his mouth but no words came out. The doctor left us to talk.When he was gone I finally said."You're my twin.""That means I'm supposed to be Akira Evans.""But we-”"Kissed."After he said that, I was suddenly feeling sick. I kissed my own //twin// brother! Oh Geez! But that meant he couldn't go out with me, which was fine with me. He soon realized that and seemed fine with it.Later on my mother came in. We asked her about it. She admitted it and seemed delighted. I guess it was a happy event. But we soon lost the awkwardness and was able to talk comfortably. Everything was going ok.

__**24: End**__ Me and Damon have been going out for 2 years. But later on we got married. During those 2 years, Akira finally found somebody he loved.After we got married, Damon found out that it was Ash who beat me up. I found him beating the crap out of Ash. Ash survived, but I never saw him again.About 2 months after that I saw Starr checking out Damon. So I walked up to her and slapped her and told her to stay away from my man.Me, Damon, Akira, and his wife, Imperia, got along real well.4 months after our wedding, I got pregnant. Later on I had a baby boy named Damien.Well. This is where my story ends. But with every ending, comes a new beginning. **//__THE END__//**